Starving hungry...

Today I had a great day it's just I was depressed over something and I felt like crying you know? I have never felt hungry and alone you know it's like weird... But it's okay I am a big girl and I will get over my depression I think it's because my friends mom told my friend I was the reason why she was doing bad in school if that really was the case why don't I just quit being happy?? I mean like if I wanted to ruin her life I wouldn't help her in life or became her friend... Not only that her bro bashed on me and she herself called me modern which is a diss in our culture... I kinda wanna cry...