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..... Today I realized the reason for me not cutting is for Andrew not to cut himself again... I am suppose to deal with all my depression without cutting myself??... And even without him... So tell me how do I handle this... Do I have to cry every night?... So I am gonna do something new because he told me to tell him when ever something is bothering me to tell him I am just not gonna share it with anyone anymore time to change and go back to my old self where I hang out with anyone anymore.