Can someone help ...

Right now I AM VERY PISSED RIGHT NOW WHY CAN"T PEOPLE TREAT EACH OTHER WITH RESPECT???? I am beyond mad because of the fact my dad he does not give my mom respect I might say I love him, but I HATE HOW HE TREATS MY MOM I am annoyed at my brothers they can't even give me the security that they will either protect me or even pick up the FREAKING PHONE WHEN I AM A SLEEP THEY DON"T EVEN PICK UP THE FREAKING PHONE. not only does he pretend like a TWO FACE BITCH HE EVEN CHEATS ON MY MOM IT HURTS ME I CAN"T TAKE IT.

Today...

Today I just felt that my mom was being selfish not only was she not watching tv. She decided on her own that I was the one who broke the remote when my father had dropped the remote plenty of times... I wish one day that I can just go away and not come back because even when I do good in this house I feel unwanted even through the love she gives my siblings she treats my middle brother like a prince now that he has a job and now each of my family members have started to put pressure on me for my regents exam which I hate them for. Last night I had to eat dinner really late and I still have my red eye and all I have is a stuffy nose which all I can see is blood. But in any case her not being mad for one day is like her not completing a day.