Tonight...

Lately i am not tired and I feel like it is my fault everyone keeps arguing around me it was probally best if I die even my medication has zero affects it always itches more than it does and now this is like the 4th time I cried myself to bed I wanna call knight or text him but he has school so I don't wanna wake him either well I guess I wrote how I feel down and also lately I feel like not eating... I wonder why people keep staring at me like I am a alien....