Am everything

I feel really down again well I guess you can say not because of my health it's because I haven't talked to knight as much as I would want to.. I miss him and just when he said it was okay to talk to him I told him you need rest.. Because I am scared of two things being alone and being broken up with what If knight got tired of talking to me.. I think of stupid things like that. Well I am waiting for his text reply and he is probably upset but I am scared to ask for what I want because I am still conservative when it comes to asking on what I want...
Well back to heintia watching.. Cause knight probably fell a sleep again.