No right.

I am not mad at knight for you know helping his friend I am kinda mad at me... For wanting you more.. I kinda feel selfish sorry... Maybe it's better for me to hid the fact... I am jelous... I don't know you said don't let my jealousy consume me but it's nearly impossible for me... Your at fault for making me love you this damn much... Damn I hate this ugly feeling maybe it's just me being to jelous I can't stop jealousy really I have no idea. Is love really this hard to maintain I am sorry for not maintaining my cool... I'll be calm I'll be good as I said so do not leave me..