Out of it...

Well apparently today is not my day I feel really out of it and really emotional I wonder If ill be okay... I feel like crying this is gonna be one of those days isn't it... I am modern, a skinny twig, even easily mocked, a bitch, lazy, even easily taken advantage of and pretty soon ill be in my room crying again cause of my parents fighting... I wonder is their anyone I can talk to.. Maybe not huh?? ... I am not gonna bother my friends about my issues cause I will not be a burden I am just gonna keep holding it in until I am calm and peaceful again.