Feeling lonely

I wanna talk to him badly but I can't It's cause something went wrong with his connection... I am uncontrollably crying cause I can't really talk to him he won't respond to my texts either I don't know why I am trying my hardest not to cry and now I feel more determined to not go to sleep... Even. Though a lot has told me to go sleep but everything keeps bothering me and troubling me I just am not in a mood to sleep though... I feel like I am just not go to sleep tonight fuck sleeping