Today I woke up and I didn't feel like going to school. =__=. But on the bright side I get to go home at 1 and my boyfriend comes home at 3:30 I can't wait to roleplay tonight and also I hope that I can finish my homework on time so that I may roleplay with him.
Later on in the day :#
Stress is building up I can't stand stupid people who don't even get what the
word relax means my boyfriend left to go to a doctors appointment and I am
Pissed at my mom because she said that if I have no homework I shouldn't be
on the computer when I was suppose to be relaxing I am thinking am I a working
freak!!!?? like I got so angry.
Black Friday....
Today in america we call today black friday. I don't like this day so much because some idiot decided to go to a shopping mall where everying is hecktic as H-E-L-L, and he died from a heart attack. Other than that I countinued on with my roleplaying with my boyfriend on messanger and it was so intimnate O/////O .... I don't understand why I couldn't role play more :'(. One more thing I forgot to mention On thanksgiving day I played Final Fantisy, That one my friend kevin let me borrow and also we made a bet if i get my chracters all up to 100 I can get a prize >:3 I am GOING TO WIN MAH HA HA!!
Happy ThanksGiving
Okay first off I wanna wish all the blogger people happy thanksgiving My thanksgiving days off is sweet because my Boy.F Roleplayed all day and I had Pair Drops (my name for it) and I had some fried rice for dinner and also I watched my favorite show after my boyfriend logged off of messanger I went to watch the CSI messanger. Have a safe and Happy Thanks giving especially my bestie who might not recieve this message until she gets a new charger or I might get that for her Christmas and I am still working on trying to figure out where the I can get my job papers ><
Emo Style Gamer look
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Video games ,,,, OwO/ Today Hyper
Its been the fourth day since I started playing Final Fantisy Dissida. I am in love with the game oh my gosh it is ... 1. Intreasting , 2. Challanging and I learned that one of my team mates, Will betray the main character who I am playing as. I am also happy that today my boyfriend is coming back today now we can get to role play all i want without me being sad or depressed. I am soooooo happy YAY I just wanna try yan-yan the candy and ect.
Also my middle brother he is gonna buy me a present with and he calls them gift packages he wants to make up to me and do a so called make up christmas present gift *sighs* oh well Ill try to get along with him until something bad happens if that happens I will be entirly pissed off. (to be continued of today)
Another Day To A Hell Day...
Well last week Friday I cried so much to my friend Jessie how my brother was making me feel stupid and how my mom nagged me about washing the pot and also I tried doing what my mom said which was to forgive my brother because he was going through a lot I am sick and tired of him being pampered and also this morning I found out my dumb pastor didn't write the letter for jessica which caused her to loose her points... I am so upset at that it makes me feel like I made her loose her points but I tried everything... My mom also asked me did you brush you teeth and then I said yes appeartly I said it to fast and she got mad because she thought I said it in a addituded and when she started arguing she argued back so now I am not going home until three thirty so she can go to hell I don't care about her anymore if I spoke to her nicely the first time she thinks I gave her a adittude and I am so pissed off.... I am sick of everyone on my back and when I try to be nice it never seems like I am apreciated. Sorry Jessie that I made you loose some points.
How am I suppose to feel.....
How am I suppose to feel.. I try to express how I felt and then my bestie gets mad CAN I NEVER BE UPSET ARE YOU THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS THE RIGHT TO GET UPSET!!!!!!!!???. For one thing I am stressed out because my mom lost her job so now I am not even able to do the stuff like I used to do like ask my dad for allowance I can't have my allowance and also the worst thing is my dad works three times a week only and that's not enough to help up. I am sad depressed and I know I have my bestie as my friend and I know she is trying her to be a great friend but I .... don't even know anymore. I help her yea but you say how am I great friend well it took like three years to figure out how to treat a friend but why do I feel like I am the only one trying. I know she asked me whats wrong but that day I couldn't even put my finger on it why I was sad or depressed but when my mom came home now I realized why a depression just came over me. I do love my bestie but would it kill you to at least try to be a better friend. I am sorry if I am asking to much Ill keep doing what I do best being a good friend and giving good advise and you can just do what you want I won't force you. don't worry I still love you for who you are not for what you pretend to be because remember I can see through the mask you put up or any mask you try to put up for that matter.
New Bedroom Decorations.....
Wednesday & Thursday Review...
for the whole week I have been neglecting my privilages as a person to blog I am sorry to my friend for not blogging. But yesterday was really fun running around to stores and asking if we can do voulenteer work and the funny part was that they didn't even know what voulenteer work is .... *sighs* and we got turned down seven or eight times in trying I was sad that we didn't get a voulenteer work but I was glad to spend time with my bestie she pulled out a five dollar and bought food she bought food for me I was so happy >.> but the bad part was that sensie was mad at me because I didn't call him to talk to him but I feel left out when he keeps talking about Tiffey I mean I called him to talk about him me and ect. But not about tiffey if I wanted to know I would go to her and asked her also the night before I gave hints to my dad about what happened between me and my brother and my dad was like pray about it. *sighs* I was depressed about it and my friend kevin decided to stay home today I wish I stayed home today and not yesterday and I did not do Wednesdays homework. well thats my blogger review for Wednesday & Thursday. Oh and sorry bestie for not picking up my phone it was in my bag not my pocket so I couldn't pick up.
New Shopping List
Hi everyone so your wondering what I have been doing well I have been checking out what to buy so here is the list of my dream clothing >w<
Today...
Hi everyone today I found out some bad news my boyfriend is going on one of though's cruz's for two weeks and I am kinda gonna feel lonely so to make up for it I am going to hang out with my friend if she is not busy for the two weeks he is not here he is gonna come back on the twenty first or the twenty second and I am supper sad about it but I am trying not to be sad. The good news is he said he will buy me a stuff dolphin for me ^w^ I love the idea of my boyfriend buying me a dolphin >///< so I can go to sleep with it in the night. In history (strawberry) talked to me normally he didn't seem scary so I made a great friend he dressed up as Joker for halloween XD and he had eye liner stuck on his face and had no idea how to take it off so I laughed at him the whole class period also their was this guy picking on my friend so I sat in his seat and told him to back off and scram so he did and then he was cursing me out and I was like listen don't curse me out then cursed right back at him so yea. well I am off to do my homework Ill right later some more things when I get a chance :3
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